YWednesday, 9 May 2007
Time to start afresh with a new template..the last one was terrible..or maybe this is juz an excuse to distract myself from mugging..heck. A fresh start again to blogging and jotting down memories after a good lesson over the weekend which made me totally pissed off but don't worry, i'm ok now. I absolutely hate the exams..hate mugging, hate learning stuff that we probably wouldn't use next time that we'll probably forget very quickly. I hate the weather today..where's my sun? Feeling terribly grouchy..la porchetta pizza for lunch cheered me up only a little and now i have no mood to look at my lecture notes or another past yr paper again. Is this what ppl call burning out? Somehow i dunno...i only started doing past yr papers 2 weeks ago..thats hardly called a burnout i think. But i'm so tired. All i want to do now is fly away to somewhere else and put everything down. But i guess today wasn't such a waste. Had a good chat with an old old old friend..too many things left unsaid for so many years..and in 2 hrs we caught up on 7 yrs of lost time..or at least we managed to cover all the highlights of our lives in the past few yrs and regained that old easy feeling again. I feel like i've found another part of myself again..a part that i thought was lost when you left. And its amazing how you can still know me inside out.
Ychar;
Wednesday, May 09, 2007