I'm in a funny sort of mood now..kind of feel unsettled and uneasy even though I've settled so many things today and planned my way through an eventful summer. Gonna start work tmr..hopefully that goes ok. If all goes well..i'll probably be too busy to breathe..which i kinda like actually coz deep down, i know i'm a workaholic. I have to always make sure my time is filled otherwise i feel so unaccomplished and unfufilled.

Having nothing to do when all your friends are working or away is really no joke. It means staying at home for hours til night comes and being the constant object of incessant nagging. So tmr i shall work. And i'm glad.



I do it on a whim, its rhyme without reason whatever comes to mind I'll pull it from thin air.
I've learned to improvise to fill my time I don't want to
live this life, no I don't want to live this life without reason.
Never want to live without it, never want to live,
I don't want to live without reason.

I do it on a whim, with no motivation following this line and I don't know why,
but I've learned to capture time it's my redirection I don't want to livethis life,
no I don't want to live this life without reason
Never want to live without it, never want to live,
I don't want to live without reason.
You want to work to spend to show.
You want to talk to smile to feel.
You want to run to thirst to drink.
You want to love to know it's real.
Never want to live without, never want to live,
I don't want to live without reason


I thought this would be easy but I guess I was wrong.

Ychar;
Monday, June 25, 2007