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YFriday, 6 July 2007

I'm looking at all the steps ahead or at least those that i can see and i'm wondering if it'll work out like how i'd imagined it to be. Uncertainty scares me. But i must say that everything is going better than i'd expected so far and i should treasure what i have even though sometimes i feel like i'm hanging on a piece of thread.

Anyway, for once i can say i really enjoy teaching. I feel like i'm really teaching teaching now, not like last yr when half the time was spent getting the kids to stop running and playing catching in class and then sending them outside to stand for an hour. That was so exhausting..but at least now, i can channel all my energy into proper teaching and the 11yr olds have been very guai so far. which is good. except for music lessons. argh. but that has worked its way out as well. so no worries.

Oh ya, pregnant women really freak me out.

Mabel: 'My baby's coming tmr.'
Me: 'oh? you're scheduled for a casesarean?'
Mabel: 'No, but i can feel it.'

omg..doesn't help that i'm seated next to another heavily pregnant woman. And they keep having the weirdest conversations that i don't really want to listen to now. I even had a nightmare last night about mabel going into labour right in the middle of class and i'm standing there helpless. shit. This really freaks me out.

Ychar;
Friday, July 06, 2007