YTuesday, 21 August 2007
It's been a grouchy emo day which culminated in 5 hours of watching my latest addiction-Snow queen. Hyun bin is ultimate hotness and bumming to korean dramas is a good way to keep stuff off my mind if only for a while.
My mind's in a whirl. As more options come up to be considered, I'm getting more and more confused. I wanna go back to london asap. There's just too many things to be settled. Recently, I've been considering other paths and options and I feel like I'm wasting time here in sg even though I've already filled up my summer with all the constructive things I can think of. My life is in total transit and I don't seem to be moving forward. I feel stagnant. I can't think of anything I really want to do in singapore and everything that i have to do can only be done when i go back. There's only so much I can plan. The realisation that my real life may now be in london has hit me. Sure, being home is nice and there's only one home. But the only way forward for me is in london. Too many things I wanna do.
Emo-ing to maroon 5's 'makes me wonder'. Somehow I think shirlyn tan can sing it better.